i looked at you eith curiostiy but when you looked back, i turend away and i rember when you first spoke to me you told me you didn't want to live life day to day and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die you seemed so confused, you could never decide if there was a problem you'd just run away and hide we seemed to agree there was no solution in suicide so why'd you feel compelled to go and take your life i never understood how you could end that way but i hadn't see you much berfore that final day and when you looked for me, i was out of sight